All around here, green. The trees stand guard in their solemnity and look over us, like soldiers of nature. Thats how the town looks, stern, cold. Autumn morning it is, early in the month. It is only beginning to change, the color
Left, right, all around me either dirt or people… and I cannot decide who I prefer more. Maybe ocassional dog shit will keep me a better company than any of you. The shit you leave behind
No one on my way. Everyone disappeared without a trace, hopefully never to return. No one is walking on the street, no one is running or driving. Everything is standing still and I like it, I like it when none of your stupid faces can be seen
Then I look at the all the magnificence that is this town. Without any adornment, bleak and uninspiring. Dull, and makes dull everything by association. From around, all that is left are grey blocks and dog shit. And then the trees are watching over, looking at the still image of a disaster? Cataclysm? Armageddon? None of dat, and yet it looks like this town was just bombed yesterday, drones fell like rain and now only green remains, grass, nature, shrubs, countless number of weeds
I hate it. I hate it so much. To put my head on the rails, I would, but even the trains wont go now. Nothing goes, only birds fly. In the sky, azure sea. Infinite in depth, tune in and feel the wave after wave, wave and wave. And then just a little bit of clouds. They spread sparsely, not to hide the azure sea
Nowhere to go now. Busses dont go, escaping is futile. There can be only path now, home
I hate walks, I hate everything. And lately, Ive been feeling it back. Now Im convinced, everything hates me as much as I do it
Now that I go back, I think about some better days that couldve been. Staring in the floor, with head hanged down, I walk and think of life. Of how it was, and how in a more interesting world it all couldve been far better. And then I forget the train of thought and cannot remember. A good imagining that was. From the outside, it mustve been seen as nothing. But on the inside, there is everything
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