Having intimate intercourse with a woman you don't love after actually feeling true love is the most empty feeling a man can experience. Do it once, twice. You can lose the count. Years pass The feel never goes away I have never been dumped by a woma

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White Shrekxican Mexico City, Mexico City 08/30/26 (Sun) 06:12:12 No. 295968 [PM]

Having intimate intercourse with a woman you don't love after actually feeling true love is the most empty feeling a man can experience. Do it once, twice. You can lose the count.
Years pass
The feel never goes away

I have never been dumped by a woman and I assumed it'd never happen
How could it be

But it happened and I was left helpless
But only when the only time it mattered and I couldn't do anything about it.
Just accept the thread of fate as it is.

Now all that is left playing the stupid looks game
The stupid touch game
So easy, women are so easily manipulable when you understand them.

Being truly vulnerable and at the mercy of another being and taking away the mask is another story however

The fatal mistake I committed immersing over how I felt instead of listening or trying to understand how the other person feels
Deadly, horrible heart ripping egoistic narcissistic… Overall stupid thing to do.
You truly love the other being
But it feels so good you think more about yourself than the other person.

…
Can't make this simple I guess.

Fact is every day allve feels worse than the last.
You may lie to yourself but reality always hits you like a brick.
I can't take this anymore.
I will cope for a while and lie to myself.

But at this rate I feel like poisoning myself some day.
If I ever leave this realm I will do it like Hannibal did.

Piteå Ebstorf, Lower Saxony 08/30/26 (Sun) 06:18:04 No. 295970 [PM]

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good bye

(YOLO)

White Shrekxican Mexico City, Mexico City 08/30/26 (Sun) 07:08:39 No. 295971 [PM]

>>295970
not leaving just yet. Life is choatic, messy and full of twists. Most are for worse, but a few are for good.
You can never truly know what's next.
But it's not too late to try a different approach.

I have never felt as miserable in my life, every day feels worse than the last.

But at the same time there's an inner working that makes you try and try and try.
Fail, fall, stand up.

I haven't truly surrendered to the thread of fate. I still gonna wait until my 40s if I actually gonna kys. Besides that I can't leave my cats alone and leave them at the mercy of my retarded family/friends/crazy ex who threatened to burst into my house some day and take them away.