/bs/ - backstory

Who took the photo of her in the bath tho :DDD

>>295831
pewdipie

american millenials
fuck them

Reddit is possibly the most normie and mongoloid website ever

Not surprised that many subs are &b

Sigh, no

Back in the day, the true geeks/nerds used to be a lil secluded part of society, they soyfaced to star trek, back to the future movies, OG star wars, gooned to bikini leia, played pinball, 8-bit videogames etc
Level1tech youtube channel is ran by these kind of people, they are a good example
But then, the propaganda got turned up, the average people who should have graduated HS and should have started families started drifting into depopulation agenda they joined some of these hobbies and they became somewhat mainstream, diluted (~2010-2015 era). At the same time as society got worse and the propaganda intensified, some of them noticed this ain't the stuff they grew up on, those became the disillusioned chuds you know.
Now the propaganda is at 200% while quality is at an all time low, normalshits drifting into these interests just consume everything and depending how soy they are, they became the classic soyjaks or they become mexislav tier consoomers. This left the classic OG geeks/nerds in a tough position, they either became hardcore legendary chud supreme noticers or choose to accept/ignore the propaganda and consume product. They usually deny the propaganda aspects of new additions to series and choose to dismantle the quality issues (aka if you tell them the director is a kike nigger who DEI hired a bunch of losers, they shut down on you, but if you say it's full of plotholes and the scenes lack impact, the voiceacting and dialogue is bad then they agree)
So now the OG nerds become mockery for chud supremes because they accept the propaganda (or too autistic to care about it). Nerdrotic, Mauler, EFAP these are all these kind of channels (but beware since these are safe opinions, simple youtube grifters also practice this behavior)
In case of OP to know which one you are witnessing you just need to check in on them more (because these communities are so diluted) to know if you are seeing a faker consoomer (for example one of those would have funkopops and nintendo switch, pokeslop etc) or a real nigga who would have some stupid autistic real memorabilia of jurassic park, or a videoshelf full of the movie in different formats (aka prickly autistic techy memorabilia instead of cheap plastic)

real nerds are also sometimes very assymmetric and unbalanced when it comes to culture (for example knowing about star trek, nigga rap, while at the same time they are kind of unfitting in their own cultural environment)

and before you ask I'm not a real one either, just a drifter. Real one would be hewat here. Liam and shirley would also qualify but they got seriously brainrotted by their own ideologies to the point where they became aware vessels for their ideology and lost that sort of OG "sit in my corner, obsess about stuff" thinking and worldview.

>>295839
>mexislav tier consoomers
I don't really consoom or spend that much on nerdy shit myself.
I'm a deeply social being so if I enjoy movies/shows/etc I feel like sharing these with someone I care.
Doing it with bros is alright but it doesn't feel the same way if it's not an irl woman I'm emotionally involved with. If there are none around or I can't move on from certain person I stop consooming altogether, since everything I consoom just makes me think/feel "oh darn, I would love to share this with her" and makes me feel miserable.

Only standalone nerdy hobbies I enjoy alone is playing chess/RTS/grand strategy games because I don't feel like these are particularly interesting to share even though I do enjoy them myself. I don't really like watching youtube/reading about theory to improve though, I prefer learning from experience, it's more enjoyable that way.

I used to enjoy watching anime by myself when it wasn't that mainstream. Now that it is mainstream I can't really enjoy it the same way again. Not because I dislike the fact that other people like it, but because I feel lonely knowing I can't share the things I'm enjoying with someone else.

>>295845
Like, last year the only movie I watched was the Ryan Gosling movie because an IRL friend insisted on it. And the only anime/shows I watched were Panty and Stocking and Frieren.

Frieren gave me the feels so even though it was real good I had to stop myself from watching further after season 1.

>>295846
How are you holding up labubu?

>>295849
Yeah bro, life's rough

Hopefully you can find peace with this new girl and move on, cheers Labubu.

>>295847
Slowly moving on, seeing another girl right now but I'm not ready to be emotionally invested just yet.
Spent the last 6 months or so without basically going out ever, just did an intensive coursework to get a job I wanted and got an unrelated job too. January was last time I had sex with JapMex woman and she told me that we should stay friends otherwise she would get emotionally invested, would develop feelings and the relationship would become toxic/doomed since she wasn't really interested in me in the long run and neither was I. We're still friends and she texts me ocassionally asking how I'm doing and stuff but it's kinda weird to reciprocate emotionally to her.
Decided on moving on to work and my goal was having 2 jobs but couldn't help myself and messaged my ex 3 weeks ago after finishing my coursework. After finishing the coursework I had some job offers but I was mentally/emotionally exhausted and decided to decline them lol.

Anyway so my ex hadn't said a word to me since December when I drove to her village to give her stuff/clothes back.

I spent several months this year finishing a painting we had started together two years ago (pic rel) as an excuse to talk to her again. I did this because back in november when she asked her stuff back I told her that I wanted to keep it. She said "okay", then said "if you ever finish it, I would like to see how it looks like…"

3 weeks ago she only replied "looks good" and didn't say anything else.

Then I trauma dumped a bit and sent her a long ass text saying "Idk if you care about probably not but whatever I still need to say this, need to trauma dump so I can move on: yeah I miss you, I have some money saved now in case it's possible to rent together, remote job, can move to her village, kicked out her toxic exfriend (my roommate)…" There's more but it's not worth to make this post longer. "If it's not possible to return or anything like that I'm still interesting in renewing a link with you or at least seeing each other at some point to smooth out rough edges, feel like that would help me to move on with my life"
Obviously I accepted that our relationship ended more than a year ago and she could have another man by now or whatever but still felt like getting it off my chest since it was stuff I had planned and thought about for months.

She replied "It's not quite that I don't care, I'm honestly very busy and exhausted nowadays so I don't know how and I don't even have time to digest your message. I don't believing in 'smoothing out rough edges', everyone involved made their decisions and to be honest with you I was left with a really bad taste in my mouth after everything that happened. Hope you understand and do what's best for you".
I apologized about certain decisions/situations I fumbled last year, said I listened to our problems and tried working on them, etc
She said "I don't feel like you're listening Mexislav, not then, not now. You say all these as if the issues were a few situations in particular when the problem all along was my personality clashing vs yours. I still need to work on myself and I'm not ready. Not even "to smooth out rough edges". If I ever feel ready enough in the future and you still want to I could be willing to try. Hope you understand and sincerely wish you the best"

At the end I realized that… she was right, our personalities were clashing and I did things that made her feel terrible despite me not meaning to, and she also did/does things to me that make me feel awful despite her not meaning to. Any attempt to return now would more likely end up the same way as before.

Finally decided to talk/see another girl after all this time. I'm not really interested that much in this other girl but for my mental health it's best to see other people now.

>>295854
nice painting

>>295845
All this means is you are currently down on your luck, not that you are not what was described buddy. Hope you can resolve bitchlessness soon. Nothing personnel, kid

>>295839
both r equally "bad". i'm not gonna give pass on some "OG nerd" just bc his merchandise is higher quality or whatever lmao

ur rite dat there's evil things afoot, institutionally, but that's separate issue. i'm not gonna attack normal ppl for not being able to notice patterns or having any resistance for manipulation
>>295845
>Not because I dislike the fact that other people like it,
well many of the new ones have also clearly been shat on by globohomo. some of the stuff pepsi pole has posted in the anime threads have been parody tier, like black woman hackers etc