No.49856
>>49854i destroyed you with logic and facts
drinking green tea is mental illness
No.49857
>>49851thanks i didn't finded it
>>49852vodka + water is now my patrician choice if i want alcohol
>green tea is just shitty drink with no taste or functionneurogenesis. but both coffee and all teas dehydrate u. so it's kinda annoying to have to also drink water in proximity to cancel out that
No.49859
>>49836I've pretty much moved on to Oatly exclusively, I like it.
>>49843I use nicotine pouches.
OnePlus 9 Pro
>49846True but I hardly use it.
>>49848You can get used to anything, foreigners don't like salmiakki whereas I f*cking love salmiakki.
No.49861
>>49859me ate spoons of salmiakki mixer :DD
like that's almost dangerous quantities but it's so good
>I use nicotine pouches. me use some fruit flavoured gum. but i do it very rarely so it's fine to overpay a bit for the "pharmaceutical" kind
No.49864
>>49857>vodka + water is now my patrician choice if i want alcoholwell thats functional, but also tastes like crap. the only good tasting clear alcohol ive had is russian standard gold, everything else tastes bad.
>>49859my mom and boss drinks it
you should drink milk instead because its what made white people better than niggers
>You can get used to anything, foreigners don't like salmiakki whereas I f*cking love salmiakki.yeah its the best.
but i always like it even as a kid. i think i liked pretty much any candy.
No.49869
>Discuss fur
im fairly sure the brain enhancement happened because i watched inuyasha as a small child
i have a lot of freud tier memories, maybe i will post them
entire sexuality and aesthetic sense personal geneology
>drinks
there are very few drinks i dislike, i love beer, tea, the taste of alcohol, sweet, bitter, anything
last thread drink talk is very funny, extrapolating your subjective tastes onto others is a good joke to pretend to be a 4ch tier
>news
everyone i know is facing economic hardship, it will only get worse, and i've theorycelled so hard from so many frameworks that i have no idea what to think about it or what to tell people when the topic comes up anymore
it's impossible to do it justice
>thoughts
i've been a lot less interested in playing video games lately, but i havent quite picked up a better, more creative hobby yet.
i also can hardly bear to read theorycel anymore, it seems like a waste of effort. reading these arguments and theories is just an excersise to discover what you value by instinct, and i've figured that out by now.
still gonna read against method soon.
>what's going on in your life etc.
rapid oscelation between sadness and borderline euphoric levels of optimism
i feel as though in the last 6 months i have undergone some kind of profound internal change
i feel like a different person, and yet more like myself than i have been at any point in the last several years
No.49870
>>49864>milk instead because its what made white people better than niggersu get all kinds of additional hormones with it and will get gyno. me always buy unhomogenised organic milk but i don't think that's much better in that aspect
>>49868too cool to post fur
No.49871
>>49859i like salmiakki
i loved that shot of salmiakki vodka you bought me those years back even if i got hungover as fuck after
i brought home a bunch of packs of it to mail my ameri friends to get them to try it
>>49864milk is bad, and so is racism
No.49874
>>49868i deleted all my furry pics, like thousands of them.
>>49870we been drinking milk since the farm cow and even before. literally nothing will happen to your body if you drink it.
>>49871people who cry about racism usually do it because they feel like failures themself
when i say we are better than niggers, you know exactly what i mean. its light hearted racism. you know that when you go south from finland the countries just get worse and worse AND thats a fact
No.49875
>>49869>last thread drink talk is very funny, extrapolating your subjective tastes onto others is a good joke to pretend to be a 4ch tierthat's the joke lol
>everyone i know is facing economic hardship, it will only get worsei'm the kind of schizo who would get bunker + stock up for decades. in any year. and now just regret that wasn't and still am not able to. any intelligent person should. and in any year. and guns
>i also can hardly bear to read theorycel anymore, it seems like a waste of effort. reading these arguments and theories is just an excersise to discover what you value by instinct, and i've figured that out by now.haven't been able to spit out text walls about anything like that for years because of those reasons.. like if ppl discuss philosophy or politics
>i feel like a different person, and yet more like myself than i have been at any point in the last several yearsgo meet ur bf
>>49874did u feel furries are losers and embarrassing?
that was my thought too. i'm not really a furry furry. but it's not bad either, so able to participate in these threads for example
No.49876
>>49852There are many types of beer, some of which are simply delicious.
I'm not a big fan of green tea either but make a pot of random tea 3-4 times a week, sometimes its green.
>>49861>me ate spoons of salmiakki mixer :DDYou're me.
Gum is good but I prefer pouches.
I used this site to start researching the topic:
https://www.gwern.net/Nicotine^he also used gum in his experiments
>>49864mintboard tier
>>49870I have a strong suspicion that the "kotia" we're seeing is actually a fake kotia. The real kotia I remember was very much better and died at the end of bronnen.
>>49869Amazing.
>>49870Oatly is just as good as milk, taste wise.
>>49871I remember that night.
>>49873Furs approaching middle age tier.
>>49874Kotia impersonator, rebuild your fur folder.
No.49878
>>49875>did u feel furries are losers and embarrassing?not really it just doesnt interest me anymore, some pics are nice but its not really something to build your personality or lifestyle around
>>49876>I have a strong suspicion that the "kotia" we're seeing is actually a fake kotia. The real kotia I remember was very much better and died at the end of bronnen.yeah im fake because i dont do things according to your way. very selfish of you actually. i thought we were friends.
No.49879
>>49871>i brought home a bunch of packs of it to mail my ameri friends to get them to try itreactions?
>>49876>I used this site to start researching the topic: https://www.gwern.net/Nicotineoh i think i read the exact same thing last year when i got curious about nicotine gum
i also smoke when i'm in nature or some scenic place. that's very rarely. but noticed i get pretty sissy emounts of nicotine like that so gums are a bit better
>Oatly is just as good as milk, taste wise.normal one tastes slightly watery imo. and isn't that great with cereals. but the chocolate one is so amazing, the oats give it a perfect amount of consistency. would drink so much of it if it wasn't so stupidly priced
No.49881
>>49875>i'm the kind of schizo who would get bunker + stock up for decades. in any year. and now just regret that wasn't and still am not able to. any intelligent person should. and in any year. and gunsI have the same schizo setti too. I was discussing this very same topic with some furs @ irl furmeet and its a common theme that many agree with.
I like how the IRL furscene in Finland is very much pro-schizo and anti-woke. Pretty much the opposite of US / Reddit / Twitter.
Although a sudden catastrophe where society just stops existing and you have to hole up in your bunker with guns is not how things work out in the real life. Prepping is a fun hobby though.
>go meet ur bfthis
>>49878Good anime pics like schrö / goth asuka/ dio eraclea etc. are also allowed.
>>49879I kinda want to start pipe smoking (max. 1 times / week)
Especially in the nature that would be amazing and lotr tier.
No.49883
>>49879>would drink so much of it if it wasn't so stupidly pricedThere's sometimes bulk discounts on Oatly at our local store and its amazing. I have so much of the stuff hoarded it can last for a year even with my excessive use.
>>49878You don't have to build you personality or lifestyle around it.
Also we're still friends.
No.49884
>>49878>some pics are nice but its not really something to build your personality or lifestyle aroundslippery slope. but yeah i often dramatically purge large collection folders too. it's a good thing mentally imo
>>49881>I have the same schizo setti too. I was discussing this very same topic with some furs @ irl furmeet and its a common theme that many agree with.sucks in cities tbh. u can get rice sacks sure but in a real collapse u'll get looted pretty soon
so in cities i'm not sure i'd even try much. maybe just some black market hand gun for 800€
>I kinda want to start pipe smoking (max. 1 times / week)>Especially in the nature that would be amazing and lotr tier.u don't inhale the smoke but just taste it around in ur mouth. so u get so little nicotine that u don't really notice outdoors if it's not very calm. but for me it slightly windy so it was just annoying, because it's kinda tricky to keep it burning just the right way etc
>>49883very epic. i was still thinking of those things too much like milk and not buying in bulk :p
i need to become vegan again
No.49885
>>49875i dont think koti is joking
the ultimate philosophy is philosophy is stupid, just b urself and enjoy life instead
the ultimate theorycel is theorycel is stupid, focus on your own immediate circumstances instead
and i really struggle to connect with the local gfurs here, it feels like they all grew up on forums while i grew up on fringe imageboards. the only irl friends i have that i truly connect with also grew up on places like this, or 8chan, etc.
i will likely meet bf this month
and after an entire life of waiting finally be in twink x twink relationship
ive never been this infatuated with someone who felt the same way about me before
but at the same time, we are very different people, and we have discussed that we already know we aren't gonna be dying together
very much in that interspace between fwb and bf
which is ok
>>49878besides degfurification, something about you has definitely changed. a lot more serious, less schizo.
>>49876they are both correct simultaneously
>>49881i used to be a prep schizo, idk what changed in me
No.49890
>>49885when ur young having ur relationship revolve around sex and attraction isn't bad
Rated: 1.5/5 No.49894
>>49890i won't deny that's like 60% of it
it's good for me honestly
i've been far more sexually repressed and denied in my life than i'd like to have been
i didn't even know i was a massive bottom sub until we started this, even if it was pretty obvious to everyone else
No.49896
>>49885>i dont think koti is jokingmaybe but also not getting offended so it's functionally the same
>the ultimate theorycel is theorycel is stupid, focus on your own immediate circumstances insteadso u won't write text walls about it anymore ?
>but at the same time, we are very different people, and we have discussed that we already know we aren't gonna be dying togethergood and liberating. have fun while it lasts :3
>i used to be a prep schizo, idk what changed in meu got domesticated. by uni and big pharma etc
>>49888>i dont even realize sometimes how much of my social life revolves around gfurs>even if i dont really interact with the "mainline" community, i'm still one of the gfuriest gfurs in my friend group>and it only gets stronger with time u know how some aspies get entangled in religious communities in similar ways?
so.. maybe this is better for u than that or many other alternatives… if u can't help it either way
No.49899
>>49885>besides degfurification, something about you has definitely changed. a lot more serious, less schizo.maybe because i felt like i was focusing too much on wrong things like sex and spirituality and it become quite radical and made me unhappy and unsatisfied.
i want to build my life around meaningful relationships, rationality and a bit more modest lifestyle. you know in more of epicurean manner.
i dont think im anymore serious than before, but it can appear that way as im learning to be more modest and etc
No.49902
>>49896every time i write theorycel text wall i feel embarrased
it's the ultimate buzzkill
unfortunately the temptation is too strong sometimes
>have fun while it lasts :3you bet i will
>u got domesticatedlife enjoyment means knowing to die at the right time, sitting in a bunker for years, i'll wind up killing myself regardless
i believe in dynamic passionate life, disaster prep feels like the opposite of that
i think part of it is how people like me tend to be concentrated in these communities
there's a reliable level of interest overlap
>>49899this is probably a good thing, we've all grown up since ylil days
i think i'm undergoing a similar process
No.49905
>>49899sex, spirituality, relationships, and rationality don't counteract each other
for example, jack parsons, the rocket scientist and the founder of jet propulsion laboratory was a sex magic occultist with lots of interesting relationships
>>49902disaster prep is not the opposite if you do it as a group, going on outdoors survival weekends or shooting ranges etc. it is very dynamic and passionate
also now that i think of it, the finnfur scene is probably different because ylilauta has had such an enourmous impact on finnish internet culture that the "imageboard culture" is pretty much the norm here
thank g*d for that
No.49911
>>49905>sex, spirituality, relationships, and rationality don't counteract each otherthey kinda do if im not careful. im hypersexual and my head gets easily stuck in certain ideas or beliefs.
i would say i have become already more happy, just by being more self-aware and applying more modesty to my life. im not really fan of any kind of radicalism anymore.
No.49914
>>49911we have sames
now i practice info input hygeine to prevent this from recurring
cutting out constant news feed and politics from my input was one of the best decisions i ever made
natsoc gfur absurdism is still funny to me, only because of how not real it is, i know it's jreg tier, i can't help it No.49916
>>49902>every time i write theorycel text wall i feel embarraseddon't be. maybe afterwards but don't delete before sending :p
>i think part of it is how people like me tend to be concentrated in these communities>there's a reliable level of interest overlapbut imagine a different timeline, u had a religious childhood friend or something and had some exposure to bible instead of anime
>life enjoyment means knowing to die at the right time, sitting in a bunker for years, i'll wind up killing myself regardlessmany neckbeard preppers probably have some power fantasies of being warlord, having sex slaves, killing ppl etc
i'd like to see the outcome in an actual collapse :DDD they'd die within days if not hours
>>49914why when every other culture and race is hostile to u? it's no more absurd than some delusional fascist nerds who'd fare even worse in life under real fascism
No.49917
>>49914yeah i feel kind of bad for being so rude to you earlier. just know that i felt frustrated about personal stuff and i unloaded it on you. im sorry about that.
No.49953
>>49884>slippery slope. but yeah i often dramatically purge large collection folders too. it's a good thing mentally imoI've done this plenty of times but it always comes back. Now I'm thinking that I'll buy some glacier deep archive storage space from AWS and put everything there as a time capsule instead of destroying it. It's really cheap. (Data hoarder tier)
Also helps if you need to retrieve some obscure piece of ylicbronnen or internet history or lost media.
>sucks in cities tbh. u can get rice sacks sure but in a real collapse u'll get looted pretty soonI highly doubt a collapse will happen where you'll have to defend your prep hoard with a handgun. No such thing has happened in the history of civilization anywhere, only in movies.
If a major catastrophe happens the army will take control very quickly and restore order. Actual collapses of civilization take years to happen, the smartest move then is to notice the signs and move to another country if possible.
I've never heard of a situation where a prepping bunker would've been useful, even in catastrophic events. Maybe at tops a basement in tornado area or something but that's more of just common sense.
>u don't inhale the smoke but just taste it around in ur mouth. so u get so little nicotine that u don't really notice outdoors if it's not very calm. but for me it slightly windy so it was just annoying, because it's kinda tricky to keep it burning just the right way etc Yeah, pipe smoking is an art. I doubt I'll master it immediately but my friend sometimes smokes a bowl or half-a-bowl when we chill out at the balcony and it seems very cozy.
>i need to become vegan againVERY good
No.49964
>>49953>glacier deep archive storage space from AWSvery interesting concept. $1 per terabyte
>Also helps if you need to retrieve some obscure piece of ylicbronnen or internet history or lost media.yeah but how do you rack up storage from that? do you save all threads with all images?
hmm maybe i have too schizo and hysterical views of what would happen. but i think nuclear exchange and nuclear winter are pretty likely in any collapse scenario. and the ensuing decade of famine would be BRUTAL. that's why i think so highly of bunkers and being able to vanish. but i'm also sure it's impossible to do privately. construction company etc, municipality records, etc would all know where u have such a thing and word would pass
No.49972
>>49964in a nuclear war scenario you'd either be put into väestönsuoja (civil protection), where they have enough government munitions to feed everyone for at least a year, those things are nuclear strike proof too
or you'd be conscripted and go with the army
not sure if hiding from the government in your apartment with rice bags would be more rational
No.49981
>>49972i don't mean being within blast radius or some radiation zone and needing bunkers for that reason but the +10 year nuclear winter and famine that would ensue. it would get bad and chaotic very fast when most would realise the implications
but a bit interesting tbh. would we then transition to some artificial light agriculture etc (not sure what all would be possible or feasible in that scenario). one very chaotic year as industry transitions to meet those requirements to the best it can and asap. but again probably a lot of misconceptions and i should read first of all some papers about global nuclear winter etc and then some speculative fiction
>not sure if hiding from the government in your apartment with rice bags would be more rationalyeah that's what i meant with not even bothering in a city :p firearm just to protect yourself against 'looters'
No.49987
>>49981just be willing to move to another country and you'll be fine
very unlikely that there would be global famine
in horrific events (i.e. khmer rouge insurrection) the ones that ultimately survived were those who left the country early, not those who prepped the most
No.49988
>>49987finland is anyway a lot safer for most scenarios
switzerland not so much. tho it's even more bunker pro, it's just too densely populated
No.49989
>>49916im not sure what you mean, but my unironi worldview is fairly individualistic and cosmopolitan
even if you assume worst case scenario is true and all natsoc beliefs about women and foreigners being naturally inferior were true, it seems horrificly unjust to treat individuals accordingly, for the sake of the exceptional ones
i'm not naive about that, but i havent had unironi racist or alt shite views since 2016 because of that sense of individualistic justice
this applies even to thinking in cringe left wing context.
that some judgement of individuals by their group origins is pragmatically necessary is very tragic, in an ideal world economic prosperity would be more evenly spread across populations so open borders could exist without the social turmoil of mass migration.
>>49917i could tell, it's ok, i was being an annoying faggot
>>49930modern trannies are so fucking epic though
all the ones i know irl are very unique, good natured and interesting disasters
have you considered SERMS?
>>49953speaking of veganism, im still sticking with the no cow or pork policy
>>49988the best indicator of how things will go is a culture of cooperation and solidarity
so finland will be fine
while the degen fuck you got mine anglo society can barely function even in times of prosperity
No.49991
>>49990literally nothing wrong with any of that
No.49993
>>49992i need more incentive to learn language
icelandic and finnish were for possibly moving there, but as the plans fell through so did my interest
anything else i got childrens book tier at best before i think other things are more worth my energy
i admire people who can do it solo without some kind of immersion, takes real willpower
No.49994
>>49992>hundreds of reviews per day in multiple decksare you committing all day to learning languages or what?
No.49996
>>49993i like anki a lot because makes things simplistic. u just do this one thing every day and then in some months u know the 5000 most common words. elementary grammar + that vocab and it's very easy after that from immersion or anything else
trying to study some word list urself without some program like this is just bad imo and then u give up fast. and also u would know the words as lists, not as individual words (or that's what happened to me lol)
>>49994it's about 90 minutes a day. the reviews are just because didn't do much on weekend yet. greek and eng should be 30 new ones each too but didn't read anything from them in past few days so just didn't add new words
No.49997
>>49996I have 4 decks with max 25 reviews per day and it takes me over an hour. I keep adding new words when I don't understand one on Spanish radio but it ends up doubling the the size of my decks each week.
No.50000
>>49996im still about half that good with german
it actually freaks me out when i hear random german sentence and completely understand it
even if the intense study period was all the way back in 2017
being anglo and understanding non anglo just isnt part of the natural world order
when it comes to languages it's very tied up in choice paralysis with me
uncertianty over if im doing the right thing
ancient people just casually knew 5 or 6 languages
better than us
No.50034
>>49997only the greek and english ones are new new. the rest, like french has a huge amount of words shared with english and many that i already half know, so those decrease it a bit. jap one is still some not that difficult stuff. so probably not that much more new ones as ur getting. oh also ur probably doing some kanji etc?
>>50000how much jap stuff u consume? jap isn't a bad choice. tbh i don't think i could find the motivation to learn some random real languages like german or finnish or icelandic if i wasn't living there or planning to with great certainty. the payoff is jsut too abstract. with jap u 100% would have some uses for no matter where you live. but dunno how weeb u r
No.50049
>>50034I only use Anki for Spanish vocab/phrases so no alphabet lessons or anything. I just listen to the radio and watch movies and add any words I don't know when they come up.
Even though the reviews are 25 max I sometimes get just as many new words each day because of how many I'm adding.
No.50050
>>50034my weeb factor has been present since i was a kid reading japanese mythology books and has only increased exponentially
i drink matcha in a kimono while playing sekiro on a playstation and eating sushi
then i fap to kemohomo
my fur folder used to just be called kemono
i would get lifelong mileage from it
No.50051
>>50049Anki does seem like it'd be 10x more useful for Japanese, though. There's also a very good browser extension that integrates with it I want to try that let's u flag words u don't know while browsing and u can make decks out of them more easily.
No.50236
>>50212dont have katana but i have italian rapier
who would win in duel (me)
No.50240
>>50238>>50239my rapier was forged by the great masters of evropa
no samurai has a chance
No.50278
>>50273Umbreon sona
Incredible
No.50284
>>50279Happy for you!
Pardpilled & Proud
No.50298
>>50293maybe in like a year, sure
now that being an epic gamer interests me less, i can put a full hour into doing this a day and barely feel it
we'll see
No.50360
>>49989>i'm not naive about that, but i havent had unironi racist or alt shite views since 2016 because of that sense of individualistic justicevery good. i'm still sort of a pathetic cowardly racist sometimes. like i won't say directly to anyone's face (like here) but will go on /pol/ to write some disturbing crap. but maybe less over time so that's good too
>that some judgement of individuals by their group origins is pragmatically necessary is very tragic, in an ideal world economic prosperity would be more evenly spread across populations so open borders could exist without the social turmoil of mass migration.it's macabre how just crossing the border in some places can mean a 20x difference in wealth and income
>i was being an annoying faggot dude you weren't. everyone here has some quirks and no-one's are that bad
>have you considered SERMS?my plan was mastectomy asap. and would have done already if i hadn't started passing.
because prefer least toxic and least experimental hormones possible. cancer isn't too far off. so that's why just e and bica. because we're talking about using some for the rest of ur life
>while the degen fuck you got mine anglo society can barely function even in times of prosperity:DD
No.50390
>>50361there are some very good sides to living in finland but i hate the weather (winter disliker)
thank god its summer right now
No.50395
>>50394um nah u over analyze it, winter is good
i love joulu and etc, best time of the year, its atmospheric and peaceful. having a hot drink under a blanked with a book. perfection.
No.50396
>>50394me and calgary are vampires and avoid the sun
i love nighttime and winter so much. they makes me feel ALIVE
>Liking winter is the ultimate form of decadence (in a bad way), you have to be completely oblivious to the fact that its the time of death, darkness, frost and famine. You'd have to take all the modern appliances that makes it even possible to tolerate winter for granted, because without them you'd be dead in an instant.but yeah i admit there's some point to that. like some chuds liking war, because they know nothing about it and never had to experience it
No.50400
>>50396>there's some point to that.what point?
what furmod is saying is same as saying that sea is bad because u drown if there is no ship
its stupid comparison to make
No.50402
>>50400The sea is extremely good. In symbolizes freedom and openness.
The difference between the sea and winter is that winter is a season you can't avoid and sea is a place you can go to. Places like mountains, the sea, forests, deserts etc. all have their unique properties and are voluntary to enter or exit from.
They're just there and they don't bother you if you don't go there. There's nothing "natural" about sailing either but then again you don't live on the sea like you live through winter.
Two totally different things.
No.50405
>>50402your comparison was similar in manner that something is bad because you wouldnt survive it without human technology, and i totally disagree with you on that.
No.50408
>>50400he's using some earlier tech level as frame of reference for the one tru human experience. from which any divergence is decadence in one direction and barbarism in the other
u going in some forest at night with some weapons is not the tru forest experience that humans evolved with. but i'm bad at these kinds of discussions anyway
No.50409
>>50405You have to make considerable to effort to make it even tolerable. Then you're like "this is so cool its my favorite time of year" etc. completely oblivious to the fact that you're living amidst cold, death and darkness.
My comparison would be nearer to someone going to a slum in an armored car to gawk at the locals and see all the decaying architecture and violence and being like "this is so cool, this place is my favorite". Completely out of touch.
No.50410
>>50408we were talking about winter as season
why would bother saying that hur dur you cant like it because it was harsh for the cave men
yeah no shit everything was hardship for them
No.50412
>>50410>everything was hardship for themthe true human experience
No.50413
>>50409>You have to make considerable to effort to make it even tolerablesummer would be full effort too if we lived in archaic age
if i say i like winter, im not implying that i would like to freeze to death. i like the things about it i mentioned earlier…
No.50417
>>50415you literally said liking winter is like liking death. what even is the point of such exaggeration
if someone is saying they like sun shine, im not telling them they cant because sun can make you blind and give you cancer.
No.50418
>>50417The sun is good and the giver of all life.
I think that sun worship is the only religion that makes sense.
No.50421
>>50418sun is macabre. its like if it was angry
>>50419yeah they exist in other finno-ugric myths too, but its unclear if they were ever worshipped
No.50424
>>50421The sun is not angry, but it is very powerful.
Everyone should aspire to be like the sun: calm, confident, reliable and radiate positive energy.
But also very powerful.
No.50425
>>50421the sun is controlled by a gay technocrat who loves me
Rated: 2/5 No.50426
he doesnt like mortals spilling secrets of the G-ds though
Rated: 2.5/5
No.50427
>>50424it looks pleasant and cute when we look @ it from here
in reality its constantly making explosions and is so loud that if we could hear it we would die from its noise only
No.50428
>>50427Hmm I think you're right…
I'll issue a correction: the sun is a good ideal for masculine men, for feminine men and women the moon would be a better idol.
No.50429
>>50428nah in northern eurasian tradition their both feminine
No.50618
>>50616he's so cool and hot
but what if he had vampire cat bf
No.50649
>>50625yellow flowers look only good when you watch them from perspective against the azure sky but on floor it looks kinda lame because the contrast against green isnt so great
pic related is da best flowa
No.50666
>>50663bottom left
Rated: 0.5/5 No.50683
>>50649Little Bells（ ・∀・）❓
Perhaps…（ ・∀・）We have a lot of them in summer house…（ ・∀・）
But you gotta agree, Yellow Flower is very good…（ ・∀・）
No.50691
>>50685idk who he is but he seems terrible
No.50693
>>50691thats hoppe i think
natsoc lolbert
No.50694
>>50691It's very strong economy guy,
>>50693 knows him（ ・∀・）👍
No.50707
today i learned jack still updates several times a week
https://jackrabbit.thecomicseries.com/comics/#content-startimagine sustaining that level of edge for over 20 years
an entire lifetime dedicated to edge overload
extremely powerful
No.50716
>>50715you know what…
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.
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i agree.
No.50719
>>50716i started a balcony garden of tomato chives lettuce spinach
for the fine art of sandwiches and ramen
today was leaf pickings #1
No.50735
>>50649I Lied.（ ・∀・）
There were no Little Bell.（ ・∀・）There was this.（ ・∀・）
No.50739
>>50737Very nice Flower, I like it（ ・∀・）👍👌
However, this one…（ ・∀・）I've encountered only two of them on my way…（ ・∀・）Rare…（ ・∀・）
No.50740
>>50739chinese globe flower aks troll flower the europpor version is yellow
(YOLO) No.50741
>>50740Hmmmm…（ ・∀・）Orange looks Very Good（ ・∀・）👌🤝
But this…（ ・∀・）Is this Sakura（ ・∀・）❓
No.50744
>>50743Understandable, neither I know…（ ・∀・）🤝
Don't have picture more…（ ・∀・）…（ ・∀・）Should've took more…（ ・∀・）…（ ・∀・）
No.50791
>>50715what brand?
i only ate nissin recently because eat so rarely recently that it's not worth the time to get something fancier. and ethnic food stores here surprisingly suck
No.50794
>>50746is that your cat
(YOLO) No.50868
>>50867Hello council booties
Rated: 1/5Fortune
May the fleas of a thousand camels infest your armpits.
No.51120
>>51118very epic. what job title?
one reason for me to consider becoming tranny socially was thought that it would make getting a progromming job etc easier (like i know the field has plenty, but still think passing ones would have it easier just by virtue that it would improve workplace morale for the nerds, as per some kotio's workplace descriptions etc)
>i talked to a turboextrovert 10 charisma type for a while who's whole job is parding around making social connectionsand making 5-10x as much as the nerds :DD geneve has plenty such chads from all the ngo's etc here
>we discussed pardism and it was epicrecap?
>picmongo on the right
No.51125
>>51120a couple people were considering giving a security internship, a few others had good advice about what certs to go for
apparently they keep interviewing masters grads who dont know super basic concepts like what a switch is
and they hired a bunch of people, paid for them to get trained, then as soon as they were trained they fucked off to another company
sometimes i feel imposter syndrome or like awkward hikki autist
then i discover how bad things are out there, that im actually pretty outgoing and sociable, etc
and yeah, you seem so indifferent to gender that you may as well do what is most socially expedient
>recap?we talked about how life is very surreal, but also a lot of fun and easier the less you care about things/inhibit yourself
he knows the thing
if mongo had a fursona itd be a black and red fox dressed like punk biker samurai
and a little crossbones on the chest
the kinda look that just screams subby bottom
No.51136
>>51125>if mongo had a fursona itd be a black and red fox dressed like punk biker samurai and a little crossbones on the chest
the kinda look that just screams subby bottom
Remarkably close guess
No.51232
>>51125>>51136mongo is the cutest poster on staffas. u need a man but ur too chud to try. u'll continue being unhappy and bitter for as long as u fight it
No.51239
>>51232mongo is a bratty sub
No.51327
>>51325god what useful idiots
Rated: 0/5 No.51328
>>51325i just got here
the going atmosphere is fuck the war but also blaming the west for wanting to plunder russian resources
they are mostly russians and yugoslavs here, and they are trying to mobilize their ethnic communities to be anti war
but i can't tell what they actually want to do with that
No.51332
>>51321>>51329to be gfur means to be aristocrat art patron
No.51334
>>51324Why is ur geoloc Winnipeg when ur in Calgary wtf
Rated: 3.5/5 No.51335
G-d I wish I was in Palm Springs
Rated: 4/5
No.51338
>>51334mobile
i dont consider myself to be a communist, since oldschool demsoc inherited all the good parts of oldschool communist movement while the lenin derived branch went completely off the rails
but all my irl friends are hard left types
there are some cool people who attend these things
old pinochet survivors
ancient 100 year old yugoslav partisans
cuban communists
today is some young russians joining
im just in audience
frankly i dont see these guys going anywhere
and i dont feel much in common with them
i would have, 4 years ago, but not now
No.51343
they want to keep west from being involved as much as possible to avoid nuclear exchange, they seem confused by disinformation, and they have not yet once mentioned class, which is weird to me
why arent the communists talking about class
No.51346
>>51344communism = middle class philosophy majors obsessed with distorted view of geopolitics
demsoc = actual working class people trying to solve their actual problems
No.51349
>>51346social democracy is good, its willing to understand people in different life situation and act accordingly and not want to make unjustly actions or judge anyone. i hope you agree
No.51350
small neet update: turns out obamacare is paid directly by welfare office to the company, and the had made some error in billing me too. so now i got all the obamacare payments of the past 6 months refunded ($2.4k in total)
>>51338>there are some cool people who attend these things>old pinochet survivors>ancient 100 year old yugoslav partisans>cuban communists>today is some young russians joiningthat's actually very epic and makes me want to attend some too. very cool
No.51360
>>51349i agree
i also greatly appreciate a liberal society that maximizes individual agency and potential, i dont think anything is worth losing that.
some pro ussr style socialism types i talk to irl are so brutalized by poverty that they would make that sacrifice, economic guarantee in exchange for personal freedoms
personally, i would rather die
im individualist labour movement-ist
i believe it is in the best interests of individual liberty to surround stockbroker mansions with guns until the wages double
but that won't happen, so just getting more unions and less corrupt unions is fine
>>51350i talk to a lot of old europeans
theres an ancient polish man who hangs out at the cafe i like who often talks about politics and watching world change
No.51367
>>51360>i also greatly appreciate a liberal society that maximizes individual agency and potentialso much this
it needs to be protected at all cost
No.51472
>>51386>I couldnt afford the 15$ cash entrance fee That's extremely pathetic.
No.51475
>>51474For a 29 year old to not be able to drop 15 bucks on a night out is extremely fucking pathetic, I'm sorry.
No.51476
>>51475it’s maybe a little pathetic, your exaggerating
No.51479
>>51476It's just so painfully obvious how Calgary doesn't have his shit together.
No.51492
>>51475i thought he was 26
and dude the instant he gets a job he'll be out-earning u
yeah yeah.. "if"
No.51496
>>51492its kinda hard to get job as system administrator without proper education or experience, when there is thousands of autistic neckbeards on the line
No.51499
>>51496but he has degree
and i think he can be extroverted enough that he could stand out among the applicants. so i expect he'll find something within a year at least. or if not then some other techcel job
No.51501
>>51492Dude…
Calgary is 26 and has never had a job, it's almost impossible to get a job if you have as much as a 1 year hole in your resume, nigger would be lucky to get a minimum wage part time position at the local mcdonalds.
It's extremely pathetic that Calgary has more education than me and has been in the game for longer than I have, yet I, Autistic neckbeard virgin Mongo, is outdoing him just because I'm going hard on my grindset while he is stagnating.
And I'm not even very successful, there's kids younger than me still who are MILLIONAIRES and then you have Calgary who can't afford to drop 15$, pocket change, on something he clearly wants.
Calgary, get your shit together, you're such a fuckup that it's genuinely hard to look at.
No.51503
>>51496it's very easy if you think of it
at least 50% of them are incompetent
about 30% are specialized in some obscure environment and not fit for most jobs
90% are social retards who expect a job to just fall onto their lap or spam emails that get lost into bottomless inboxes
all you have to do is to do a little networking (not computer networking), have adequate knowledge and be generally reliable and likeable and you'll find a job in no time
No.51505
>>51503Lol.
Just give'em a firm handshake kid and say you want the job, worked for me back in the 50s.
No.51506
>>51505it has worked for me every time
i've never had a problem finding a job
No.51507
>>51503nigra calgary told me he send like 10000 applications
its not easy, when they dont even agree to meet you in person
the hur dur just be social and likeable is party true but not entirely. it helps you raise in the ladder and secure the job you are already in
No.51508
>>51507well don't just "send out applications" unless you're very high in skill level and experience
go out there and network and make people hire you despite the lack of experience because they like you as a person
No.51509
>>51501he could afford to drop $15, but it just didn't seem like an appropriate price for him i guess. i'm sure many +$100k earners would also not pay that
and if he gets job, he can easily immigrate to usa and earn some really incredible amounts. but if at 30 he's still unemployed i'll admit u were a bit right. but just don't thing that's likely
>>51503>all you have to do is to do a little networking (not computer networking):DD
No.51510
>>51506You probably have connections then.
It's not that easy when you have to fight and claw your way up from the bottom of society like I had to.
No.51512
>>51510i started out at the bottom too, came from a poor family and all that
you can become well connected if you work on it
No.51513
>>51508that works out if you are lucky
you cant just one day go out during lunch time and sit on the table of some strangers and tell them lets be friends
also the nigger cannot afford 15 bucks so partying is out of the question.
>>51510pmt
No.51514
>>51512No. If you just "sent out applications" and somehow had it all work out, then you didn't.
No.51516
>>51513>>51514would u pay 15 bucks to enter a club u passed by and thought was free at first?
No.51517
>>51516I'm not poor, 15 bucks is nothing to me.
No.51518
>>51516yeah if i was already on the door
my turning around is worth more than 15 bucks
No.51520
>>51513Companies host open parties and events all the time. Go to them, or conferences and expos. Or join a developer / tech group in your city, there's ton of them in Helsinki. Wouldn't be surprised the same applied to Calgary.
>>51514I didn't just "send out applications" that was the point. I've seen our recruiting inbox, there's at least 15000 unread messages there.
>>51516Yes if it was goth industrial party. Hellsinki Industrial Festival was more expensive than that.
No.51521
You know what calgary, fuck you, you don't deserve money, stay poor forever.
No.51524
>>51520>Companies host open parties and events all the time. Go to them, or conferences and expos.>Or join a developer / tech group in your citythats a work in itself, yeah it rises the changes, but its no way guaranteed that any1 even offers you a job.
No.51525
It's totally OK to live off welfare and have 5 roomates at 26 :)
Money isn't all there is to life :)
Money isn't impostant :)
Having gay sex is an impressive accomplishment :)
No.51526
>>51517yeah but u won't be owning property soon either with that attitude
>>51518women get in for free lol. it'll never make sense for me to pay that kind of price lol. would rather go to mcdonalds
>>51520>Or join a developer / tech group in your city, there's ton of them in Helsinki.oh very good idea. i'll try this actually
>>51521he aspergia disability aristocrat. if he doesn't have job he'll do some great contributions to mankind on his own too
No.51528
>>51525>have 5 roomates at 26 :)save money. i doubt u own apartment in oslo
No.51529
>>51524If you keep doing it and I can almost guarantee you'll get a job, faster and better than by application spamming. Provided you're not a complete social retard.
>>51525I agree.
>>51526I'm running one such group in Helsinki, I went from an attendee to an organizer. They're great.
I suggest go check multiple ones and see if any of them fit to you, some can be extremely autistic and others more neurotypical. I went with the most alcohol oriented one.
No.51531
and mongo if ur rent cuck why are you proud of it ? :DD
No.51532
>>51528Lol, poorfag mentality, I have a long term plan unlike you, I don't need to save money, my money right now is better off either invested or spent on things I want.
You will NEVER make it with that mentality. No matter how much you save, it'll never amount to a million dollars.
No.51534
>>51532Mongo the bratty sub
No.51535
>>51531I can afford it, I have never had any issues paying my rent, I have never had to worry about waking up a bunch of reprobate roomates.
If you're at the point where paying rent is a serious issue for you… you're not gonna make it, I'm sorry.
No.51536
>>51529i suggested him to get an internship, which is much more practical way and actually gains you work experience
also i dont highly appreciate people who get a job based on their social skills rather than practical skills
yeah you need social skills in order to work with the team, but its not measurement of everything. i rather work with a bit weird people who know what they are doing rather than pure sociopaths, who think every discussion is some sort of game.
No.51539
I am sigma, I am based, I am redpilled, I am going to make it.
No amount of beta shit can distract me from my goals, I am always on my grindset.
No.51541
>>51535i don't know why ur so bratty. don't u work some manual labour job? yeah ur probably making 60-80k a year in norway, but living in shared housing u'd be saving quite a lot more for ur investing or whatever
maybe ur afraid of the temptations u'd feel living around men :DD
>>51536>also i dont highly appreciate people who get a job based on their social skills rather than practical skillsthat's very understandable and good attitude but i don't think those kinds of tricks are wrong at first to get ur foot through the door gap
No.51543
>>51539Reminds me India Anon…（ ・∀・）
Grindsetmaxx（ ・∀・）
No.51544
>>51541The money is nothing compared to what I'll be making later on, trying to save any of it would be fucking stupid.
No.51546
>>51536Internships are ok, although I've never done one.
Funny anecdote: we once did calculations on how much profit does a junior developer who works for free for 6 months does and the end result was -700 euros.
>>51539You are a bratty sub fox bottom.
>>51541Yes, also they do work once you're in, especially in large companies. You could also play the change companies every year game and never get caught while enjoying increasingly larger wages.
No.51551
my fur pics getting very stale. need to download tons of new ones
>>51546>Funny anecdote: we once did calculations on how much profit does a junior developer who works for free for 6 months does and the end result was -700 euros.eh that wouldn't matter at all to me. welfare office would probably continue paying generously. 6 months is very little and i'll probably do it
>You could also play the change companies every year game and never get caught while enjoying increasingly larger wages.yeah that's the aforementioned skill+experience part imo
degree havers should honestly immigrate to usa imo for that :DD
No.51553
>>51546>Internships are ok, although I've never done one.>Funny anecdote: we once did calculations on how much profit does a junior developer who works for free for 6 months does and the end result was -700 euros.a lot of people dont like because u have to work for free. i dont know about north america but in finland workers have rights, so its a bit of a risk for companies to hire a person without prior experience and internship is great way to show what you are made of. few months without pay isnt that bad on software development to start your career, since its educative.
No.51554
>>51551I meant -700 euros for us, the company.
If we wanted to break even they should be paying us for training them.
The reddit-tier unpaid internship hate is untrue.
No.51557
>>51553We take interns and full-paid juniors all the time if they show potential and are pleasant to be around.
700 euros is nothing to have an all-around pleasant person hang around the office and doing coding stuff even though it probably needs to be re-done by some senior afterwards.
At best they learn and become a high-paid professional for us and at worst they brighten up the mood at the office and increase morale (if they're nice people).
No.51559
Fuck you Calgary, you're shit.
No.51560
>>51471fun fact: the hitlerjugend armband is austria flag :D
>>51554>>51557well yeh it's even more "nothing" for the company. not sure what the idea behind calculating it was other than boredom :p
did u ever have any ppl on palkkatuki or something?
>>51559eh he's pretty cool. ur pretty cool too. and also the other two finns above
No.51561
oh and selenga too tho he's not in proximity itt
No.51563
>>51560I don't recall anyone being from palkkatuki.
>well yeh it's even more "nothing" for the company.Yes, but in reddit/twitter (Yuck!) people equate unpaid internships to slavery when in reality we're not making anything from it, actually we're taking a little loss from it.
Not to mention sometimes we fully train a junior and get them certified and ready to do actual work only for them to fuck off to some other company immediately afterwards. (rude)
No.51565
>>51561I'm al ways in the proximity, don't worry（ ・∀・）👍
Though, you would be cooler than me…（ ・∀・）
No.51566
>>51563>Yes, but in reddit/twitter (Yuck!) people equate unpaid internships to slavery when in reality we're not making anything from it, actually we're taking a little loss from it.oh i thought ur reference was to redditor programmer pros complaining about interns etc or something lol
>Not to mention sometimes we fully train a junior and get them certified and ready to do actual work only for them to fuck off to some other company immediately afterwards. (rude)very rude and don't think i could do that. unless it was a real asshole company that deserved it
No.51568
>Yes, but in reddit/twitter (Yuck!) people equate unpaid internships to slavery when in reality we're not making anything from it, actually we're taking a little loss from it.
well there are so really cringe stuff like in ameri there are internships where u have to pay to work.
so from that perspective i understand the people of reddit.
also internships are only acceptable when the work actually require expertise. its kind of a middle finger if you are offered internship from some job equivalent to shoveling cow shit.
No.51576
>>51566>very rude and don't think i could do that. unless it was a real asshole company that deserved itThe #1 reason to change companies is salary. The competition is really fierce and good devs can almost always get a pay raise by just changing companies every year.
But it is tiresome for companies that have treated them well long-term and trained them etc.
>>51568Agreed.
No.51581
>>51576i've read of some ppl making 400k by 30 from frequently changing companies. a bit macabre tbh how our economy is so oriented around tech
>>51578i have the letter in my bag but forgot last times i was outside. monday i'll pass a few obvious mailboxes so probably then :D
No.51582
*400k/y
No.51650
christ alive there's like 100 new posts
>>51472>>51501all ironyposting aside i won't deny it, i was a hikki doomer until i was like 24, i'm way behind in life
>>51496>>51507case in point: pic related
according to job search trello I've applied to 31 things since may, try to do at least one a day
missed a couple
>>51503>>51508i have been rapidly learning this, that's why i went to IT fest to talk to company owners and tech leads, to ask what they look for, what they want, they want follow up calls, i have been giving those
luckily for me i have always found it extremely easy to make friends and talk to people, except for when i was peak hikki mode in early 20's
>>51509no, my bank was legit empty, lol
>>51520there is another one in a few days, but i should probably focus on the half dozen connections i made so far first ?_?
No.51651
>>51650>there is another one in a few days, but i should probably focus on the half dozen connections i made so far first ?_?just go for it, the more connections you have the better. u can also get hints on what companies are looking for at the moment and learn stuff from conversations you can later use at interviews
i've had weeks when i went to like 8 of these types of conferences and meetups while still working
No.51652
>>51521>>51525if you feel this way about money, why the xtian gnostic larp ?_?
>>51532oh yeah, i could just sell assets if i want to buy more shit
i might have to this month, i miscalculated in a fit of gfur passion
>>51536@IT fair i found 3 people i will now email about possible internships
>>51544this is the same mentality i have
we are the same
we are friends
you're like a malformed version of me
>>51546>>51554>>51557>>51563this is actually something i plan to lean on, because the bougies i talked to complained about this all the time
they kept hiring people on, and as soon as they are done paying for them to get certs they put in their 2 weeks notice to go work for an oil company up north for more money
i can promise to stay for a while, because i genuinely don't care that much about money
that kind of behavior is the true meaning of the word degenerate
anti social behavior, acting selfishly to screw over everyone else
>>51651sure would be a better use of my time than playing civ or following my friend to a tankie brain death political meetup
>>51581what would someone even do with that much money
you can't buy the most important things in life, so what's the point of grindsetting that hard
No.51655
>>51654and you can also use this to uplift other depressed hikki friends
if they're all like "but what about x and y computer things" you can just say they won't be caring about those things after a week
No.51656
>>51655i dunno if this will apply to everyone
because for me this is a rediscovery of the person i used to be school and as a teenager
happy, outgoing, sociable
some people are just born hikkis, and fine with it
even so, i still want to specialize in talking to the outcast weirdos
that's what i did in school, i was the person who came up to the school shooter types (mongo) and became their friend, socialized them
No.51660
>>51659Asriel is twink version of Asgore
I think you're right…
No.51661
>>51660and in the next generation
the progress will only increase
by 2100 everyone will be a bishonen
past there, unknown territory
No.51663
>>51661>past there, unknown territorythat territory is fur
everyone will become fur thanks to 2100s tech
No.51664
>>51656very cute
>>51659>>51661cringe development
No.51666
>>51663i MUST live to see it
>>51664you can live on mascman ranch
No.51669
>>51666hmm the libs cancelled Aubrey de Grey so stopping (and eventually reversing) aging will get postponed for at least few decades
it will be close if we ever get there in our lifetime
>>51668I get lifefueled every time I hear someone preferring masc. I'm a hard believer in twink death theory and went masc few years ago to avoid it.
However I still can't understand why would anyone prefer masc.
No.51670
>>51669pretty much no male who doesn’t like masc is truly gay
it is so based and trad
No.51671
>>51670Yeah but at least in fem there's the beauty factor and actually caring about your looks and million other factors you can tune to fit your personality etc.
In masc you're just a big and buff guy.
No.51674
>>51671>>51652To you "selling assets" means selling shit online because you're desperate.
To me, selling assets means selling shares/other investments for thousands of dollars of profit. We are not the same. You are beneath me.
>>51671Real men have a personality outside of their appearance. In not very long, your looks will decline and you won't be able to be the uwu soft gfur femboi uwu anymore.
Tick tock motherfucker.
No.51676
>>51668there is no need for war
war is the bsr replacement for individual meaningful struggle
and in the future everyone will be a strong willed individual
>>51669frankly to me it seems like the opposite, gay culture is all masc4 masc smolenski types, the local gfur chat is all bara chubby chasers, it's insane
and it also seems like twinkdeath is overblown and i regret spending so much time worrying about it, of course nobody looks as good as they did when they were 20 but i've seen people pull it off for a long time, into their 40's even
my ex told me i'm the type who can pull it off into their late 30's, and i'm starting to believe it, when money starts coming in i'm gonna electrolysis off my chin scratch and forever lock out the 180 path
the culture that's emerging around my generation is way more non binaryish, experimental and such, we'll carve the way.
i had this discussion with the tankies yesterday, i redpilled them on experimental skincare techniques and transhumanism
>>51670on the contrary, no mascman is truly gay
true gays put eyeliner on each other and cuddle in thigh highs
>>51671well, there is our mutual friend who does rock and roll aesthetic
and about a million others that can be done
a mascliker can probably tell what they like, probably not jeans and tshirt guys
frankly i think femboy brain in well tuned mascman body is doing a service to the community
because most cisman femboy likers are viscerally unattractive men
discord moderator tier
>>51674of course i mean shares and stuff, why would i sell my junk for pennies
also, read the thread you retard
actually, read anything other people say to you in general
you always seem to talk to prebuilt constructs of other people you have in your head instead of the people themselves
NPC behavior
No.51677
>>51675Alright, sorry for not putting enough effort into discussions on your DIY HRT imageboard.
>>51676You're a fucking loser, why the flying fuck should I ever listen to anything you have to say? Lmao xDDDDDD
No.51678
>>51677because that's what friends do
speaking of, i've told a lot about my life here, why not pull up by the fire and tell a bit more about what's going on with you
we're all interested in your success, open up to us
No.51679
>>51676>well, there is our mutual friend who does rock and roll aesthetic and about a million others that can be done fem can pull out the rock and roll aesthetic as well. the only "aesthetics" that are mostly masc are based on some boring as shit and not taking any care of your looks and just letting things degrade, they're not actual aesthetics just being lazy and unimaginative
>a mascliker can probably tell what they like, probably not jeans and tshirt guysi've gotten plenty of attention with jeans + white t-shirt
but it is boring, plain and uncreative. actually if you try to be any type of creative or break the mold of being a boring muted color t-shirt guy you'll be immediately clocked as gay
>frankly i think femboy brain in well tuned mascman body is doing a service to the communityme currently
>Alright, sorry for not putting enough effort into discussions on your DIY HRT imageboard.I expect you to do better from now on.
No.51680
>>51678I'm here because of you, I'm here to laugh at you while you fuck up your life, I'm here to watch your decline and eventual suicide, and while I do feel bad for you on some level, I think it's fucking hilarious to watch worthless losers suffer, lmfao. You are a lolcow.
No.51681
>>51680it's funny how we feel the same way about each other
we really do have so much in common
but don't you think this kind of psychological projection is unhealthy? you must see it, right?
No.51685
>>51683>>51683Ur such a bratty sub
No.51686
>>51683really, there is no need for hatred and negativity
you know why i find it so easy to make friends with people?
the care and interest i have towards people is 100% genuine and authentic, and i bear no ill will towards anyone
i used to, when i was miserable, but i'm here to show you a way out
you don't have to live the way you do
i used to be just like you, school shooter brain, so i understand
and i understand how much better it can be
i can take care of you, deep down you know how badly you need it
to he held
to be cared for
No.51688
>>51686>there is no need for hatred and negativityYou kicked me while I was down during my incel phase.
I had such an admiration for you, I even went as far as saying that I wanted to be you, and you told me off.
No.51691
>>51688being frank, i shouldnt have done that
if it makes a difference, i'm sorry
a lot of people i've contacted from ylil days have started off with an apology for being meany-mean
and i feel it too, we're all grown up since ylil days, and i regret being mean to people
light teasing is fine, but i used to genuinely hate some people
misery wants to spread itself, and i was miserable
but now i am happy, and happiness wants to be spread even more strongly
No.51692
>>51691Lel, only beta bitches apologize.
No.51695
>>51692by simply being exposed to me, the path outward has already been planted in your soul
you may say that now, but give it a few years
meditate on it
and know in advance that i already forgive you for the last few months of being mean-y mean
i don't take imageboards seriously, but i do take you seriously
No.51697
>>51671> actually caring about your looksway more work goes into looking good masc than shooting up hrt and not eating
No.51698
>>51697this is true, you did spend a lot on hair plugs
i know people using minox on their face to get beardier
No.51700
>>51698hair plugs are just hair loss cope and you can look super masc even when completely bald
you can also look super masc without any beard (e.g. gigachad)
so neither of those are necessary for masc looks, being masc is just being as unimaginative as possible
No.51701
is homesuck furry
discus
No.51703
>>51701i have never read it
i have several friends trying to shove it down my throat
i might someday
No.51704
show homestuck being furry evidence
No.51705
>>51704i don't have any beyond me reckoning that grey skinned aliens might b considered furry to some in the same way some might consider anthro bugs n scaly shit to be fur
No.51706
>>51703i wouldn't recommend unless for whatever reason you want to read something that makes u feel as if it's still 2009 internet
No.51707
>>51706in my brain it will always be 2011
i liked psycholonials
No.51710
>>51707you might like Homestuck then a bit idk
i mean hard to say Andrew Hussie works on way too much different shit
iirc he does fucking side work for a homosuck fan project rn in some capacity
more involved than moot in their respective communities now :DDDD
No.51720
>>51718all that is good
they've fallen into the traps so you won't
No.51737
>>51676>the local gfur chat is all bara chubby chasers, it's insanevery based
>>51680>I'm here because of youtoo cute
>>51697haha this is true
trannyism is a smart, no effort choice, in many ways :D
No.51762
>>51755i should do something similar
i spent an hour today (you)-ing mongo with emails and cover letters sitting there on the other monitor, unsent
make myself only check when i wake up and when i go to bed
no more refreshing during the day
we're all irl enjoyers now
No.51764
>>51762u need to have some long voice chats with mongo so u two can unload all ur feels
No.51765
>>51764Take care swissposter look forward to u returning
No.51767
>>51766yes. i'm sorry to do it and i don't take enjoyment from it or from causing anyone to miss me (it's felt, and moving, and appreciated, but not something taken enjoyment in causing)
i mentioned some comment to cure moscow about him enjoying seeing ppl miss him. but it's not at all like that for him either, and i hope u understand why some ppl have to do it in this silly way
i rarely write sentimental stuff but i'll miss u ppl. and sorry it's so sudden. 2-3 months. but i'll really, really try to work properly this time or it would be very disrespectful to u ppl
No.51769
>>51767This Way of the Samurai is too hard for me to understand（ ・∀・）
Though, it's not for me to say anything against staying home all summer…（ ・∀・）
No.51770
>>51767you could just limit your time to weekends or smth, and use the regular week more for your more constructive stuff
No.51777
>>51774emo vocaloids are so cool
but
kinda self indulgent
No.51781
>>51777… Emo vocaloids（ ・∀・）❓
Love dat shit big time…（ ・∀・）👍
No.51793
>>51792try day-time drinking
No.51794
>>51793Never ever tried…（ ・∀・）
How about you（ ・∀・）❓
No.51804
>>51800This is my favourite one
No.51805
>>51800I never understood the body of this pard. Why is it so big and round?
No.51863
>>51792You don't have a life, and you never will.
You seem to be extremely motivated right now, but as the saying goes: easy come, easy go. You are experiencing convert's zeal, soon, you will become unmotivated, even if you don't, you will receive a massive hit to your tenacity when you reach the "grind" stage, and then you will give up and go back to justifying why being a literal retard on welfare actually makes you superior.
You have autism. You are inferior. You are not going to make it.
No.51864
>>51863uh kid autism is a superpower
No.51931
>>51930pard men be like rawr x3 *pounces*
*vores u* uwu
No.51940
Not only are you starting very late, but you've decided to get into the tech industry.
Tech is THE industry to be in rght now, it's the finance industry like it was in the 80s. You have no hope of making it in such a cutthroat environment, you have to be an extremely efficient person, being good isn't enough, you have to be the best.
I don't think autistic people have any potential at all, but if I were you, I'd look into becoming a bus driver or janitor, that's a more suitable career choice for you.
No.51996
>>51955same
>>51940you're right, being ass burgers and a queer furry is a major hinderance for the tech industry
i'll never fit in with my coworkers
No.52006
>>51996You will never fucking fit in anywhere you fucking retarded piece of shit, you're fucking autistic, if you lived in nazi germany they'd shoot you in the fucking head just like you deserve, you are not deserving of anything, you do not deserve money, you do not deserve happiness, you do not deserve love, you are a drain on society, you will never amount to anything because you have autism and are therefore not even considered human, fuck you, die.
The only righteous thing you can do is to fucking die, free the world of the burden that is you, you're fucking annoying and everybody hates you. Disappear.
No.52008
>>52006oh dear
do i even need to say it
No.52009
>>52006You are very normal
No.52010
>>52008I don't give a fuck, fuck off from this website and don't come back. you are not welcome here.
No.52011
>>52010Mongo
Joolz is a valuable and admired member of our community,
Stop being to tsdundere
No.52014
>>52013The only one projecting here is you.
No.52015
>>52014Bratty sub tsundere
No.52016
>>52014i'm not really saying anything to you though
i feel like i'm in a kind of kotia-bear situation, where i'm starting to get a little creeped out by the attention
i can give my unironic thoughts on you if you'd like, though im pretty sure i've done it before
and you can tell me where the projection is
No.52021
>>52014>>52010>>52006>>51940you have fucking turbo-tism dude
you ever consider getting tested
No.52129
>>52016I'm just fucking with you because you're ugly, poor and stupid and you have pissed me off.
No.52134
>>52129if bear gave up his obsession so can you
i believe in you
No.52136
>>52134He’s busy building a shrine to Kotia in Slovenia …
No.52137
>>52136it's so weird to be on this side of that equation
i mean
what do i do
No.52139
>>52137Just take it slow. Mongo is a bratty sub with a bad attitude. He might fly to Calgary demanding you fuck him.
No.52140
>>52139i mean, im a turbosub
look at how i dress myself for gods sake
mongo needs to realize, it just wont work between us
i have a bf who i love very much
No.52144
>>52140Dawww Joolz ur such a doll :3
No.52146
>>52140you dress like the mom from the kardashians
(YOLO) No.52147
>>52146you watch the kardashians
No.52161
>>52143I think you look like someone who is desperately trying to cling on to his youth and it's really, really funny but also kind of sad.
No.52169
>>52161i only have old mongos
i need new mongo
No.52173
>>52169holy fuck he looks nearly anorexic
mongo eat food
No.52174
>>52173it's like he crawled out of a tokifuji comic, right?
anyway, new mongo is required
you never agreed to the deal
but you should do it anyway
No.52175
>>52173he's a (bratty) sub
subs don't eat food
No.52185
>>52173I've beefed myself since 2018, I'm no longer a thincel.
Calgary, you probably think you're skinny because you have magical anime femboi uwu genes, but it's actually because you live off nothing but energy drinks and chocolate, you sure as fuck don't work out, and you don't have the self restraint to diet.
No.52186
>>52185where's das proofs that you're no longer a thincel though
come on pics or you're lying
No.52188
>>52185have i never dietposted here before?
i constantly nag all my friends to eat better
i live off leafy greens, oatmeal, lentils and only rarely alcohol, kofe or sugar
the worst thing i regularly eat is eggy ramen with spinach
i only do cardio once a week like an undisciplined sloth, really should do better there
gerascophobia is the healthiest of all brainworms, because it forces you to healthmax
if you've gone from femboy to bara gfur, im sure all your friends on staffas would love to see
new mongo pics
No.52191
>>52188>gerascophobiaYou WILL grow old.
You WILL die.
No.52192
>>52191yeah
but you'll go first
No.52193
>>52185pix ! pix ! pix !
Rated: 1/5 No.52194
>>52192I'll be laughing hysterically when you kill yourself.
No.52196
>>52191>>52194Nobody cares.
Show pix
No.52197
>>52194i giggle like an idiot when you post
i'm so glad we're friends, no matter what else goes on in your life, i will always be here for you
i hope you're having fun over there too
No.52231
>>52227@chino
investigate this lost media
No.52234
>>52227it cant be
because he is an ocelot
and pard being a pard is mandatory
No.52237
The amount of strange stuff I found while searching for the pard was incredible.
I found some old posts (2016) from who I suspect to be Roy from 4chan's /pol/ using the pard (named kat.jpg):
https://4archive.org/board/r9k/thread/32624960/he-won-they-still-aren-039-t-calling-it-on-the-news-because-they#p32627324Someone complaining about depression in r9k using the pard:
https://4archive.org/board/r9k/thread/38689592/how-do-you-deal-with-depression-im-new-to-this-crap#p38689592A pard thread in krautchan.rip with krautchan made pards:
https://krautchan.rip/observer/int/113177 No.52238
>>52231Any info would be useful.
The goal is to find either the original pard, the creator of pard or the name of the fursona or its owner.
No.52239
>>52238would pimeyes work on it or is that only real faces
No.52240
>>52239we have both been trying for years
the origins of pard are fundamentally metaphysical, so it is impossible
No.52307
>>52240It's from a comic on hardblush that's behind a paywall
No.52308
>>52307lies
i used to have a hardblush siterip
No.52328
>>52318Asian people don't have an "allergy" to alcohol, etanol is broken down in the liver into acetaldehyde and then into acetone, asian people lack the enzyme that breaks down acetaldehyde to acetone, you get hangovers mostly because of acetaldehyde building up in the bloodstream, as well as from trace "fusel" or "high alcohols" such as propanol and methanol. Asian people essentially go straight to the hangover stage.
Additionally, because of how this mutation work, if you're half white half asian, you don't just get a middle of the road tolerance to alcohol, there's a 50/50 chance of you being like this
No.52329
>>52328this happens 2 my gf
No.52330
>>52328yes i know, i have a friend with this condition and they have told me about it in great detail
the use of the word "allergy" is not literal
No.52331
>>52330asian people befriender
No.52332
>>52331asian people are better than us
No.52333
>>52332speak for yourself
No.52334
>>52332I had a friend when I was a kid who was asian, he was also a literal retard in special ed, it was thrilling to be with him because bullies would come up to us and violently threaten him (and by extension me) and because he was a retard with no real sense of peril he'd start threatening them back even though they were like twice our size.
I once asked him where he's actually from and he said he didn't know, lol, he also had one finger that didn't work because as mentioned above he was literally retarded and so he tried to lift a hot casserole with his bare hands once, the finger was fused to itself in a permanently bent position and other kids didn't want to touch stuff that he'd touched because they thought it was a disease or something, really epic guy, last time I saw him he had a white gf so he arguably turned out better than I did
No.52335
>>52334You sure are Tsundere Mongo-chan!
No.52338
>>52334funny, i also had a kinda retarded asian friend with a fucked up hand in middle school
he once accidentally broke my tooth
No.52346
>>52338Was he a wrestler by any chance?
No.52349
>>52346no
he was very lolsorandom rawrxd (better than us) and had a glass eye
he was never bullied for any of his quirks or physical deformities
i was kind of a bully myself though, towards other people, and i deeply regret it
No.52364
>>52338How you teethies broke ?_?
No.52367
>>52364step 1: a fat teacher fell on me while i was on the ground breaking my front tooth in half
step 2: months later, my friend pretended to be a dinosaur or something and lightly whacked my face into the lunch table, the cement holding it together came apart
he was very sorry about it for the rest of the time i knew him, and "sorry i broke your tooth" became an epic schoolyard meme
i still can't really bite things with the front of my mouth, or take a punch directly to the front, or the crown might come off
No.52387
i managed to stop using every other ib too and for that i'm a bit glad. but it made me realise i'm a bit lonely without image boards
it's such a symbolic and theatrical nonsense measure to not post at all so i'll try to not to. i'll try to improve my self control instead. i keep dreaming of some purposeful state where i'm 100% dedicated to some one cause, but that will never happen because i'm not wired in that kind of impressive way, and that's the prerequisite, not in some backward way trying to first cut out every distraction from ur life and then hoping that that state would follow
No.52521
>>52507more dragon dildos ?
Rated: 1.5/5 No.52531
>>52527my roommates nb sibling (the girl kind of nb) is a non gfur gfur disliker who draws gfur for money
i can't understand the mindset
the money in it isn't that good
and on the other side of it, why would you commission a non gfur or non cub/scat liker to draw your weird fetish shit
No.52562
>>52531my thinking was to draw some depraved stuff at a high enough quality level that u become the only option for some of the more rare 'fetish' havers
like if u like drawing, it's not that bad since u still get to draw
>the money in it isn't that goodmaybe not anymore and not from some techcel perspective but it's pretty good for a hikky neet or 3rd worlder
No.52565
>>52562i outsourced all my gfur drawing to russians
cheap and good quality
but no more, can't use paypal
poor russian gfurs
No.52605
>>52604no communism
i want to return to monkey
No.52606
>>52604Wat is the military exercise you do（ ・∀・）❓
Well, I love Capital and so Unidentified Red Country…（ ・∀・）
No.52608
>>52605many such cases
>>52606pardist guerilla mountain camp
No.53351
>>53320ugh ok that pic made me realise how disgusting it would be. that's not cute, just gross
>>53329i've never read any non-greek philosopher lol
No.53355
>>53351i have read too much shit
no more theorycelling for me
but i will read against method as furmod recommends
one of these days
No.53362
>>53357my theorycel bulk is mostly just everything marx and nietzsche wrote
+ random greek dialogues and various other communists, natsoc theory (which is very hilarious)
libertarian and mainstream economic theory
bertrand russel, postmodernists, old outdated psychology
i feel like a complete midwit because ive never properly gone into epistemology or formal logic
and i dont intend to anymore
and because most people i know only through secondhand literature (bad)
secondary literature is almost ALWAYS wrong
i want more people to read the great mirror of male love
it is very thought provoking for gfursexuals
No.53365
>>53362i guess u can get most of that just from hs philosophy 101 already
but i didn't had that lol. so my greek cope is an easy copout. but maybe some day
>i want more people to read the great mirror of male loveeh that seems to be just pederasty and doesn't count. it's different between two men, in warfare or something, where u would rather die than act less than perfect in front of ur lover
No.53370
>>53365the more interesting thing is the ways the gfur social role and identity persisted well into adulthood, particularly as the culture developed
especially for the mercantile class
if you read it you will become the ultimate master of brainless /tttt/ takes
No.53373
>>53370maybe i will lol
>>53371but he was a dionysos tier chad and man among men in everything else he did
No.53558
>>53555u can do fasting to clean body of toxins but i dont think you need it or anything to stay skinny. just dont eat a lot, and you stay skinny
i dont even pay much attention anymore what i eat and i still stay skinny
No.53567
>>53555i don't really trust fasting
if i lived in a better location i'd be pescetarian
No.53572
>>53567if your fursona were really a cat you wouldnt even consider such a stupid diet
No.53578
>>53558fasting is excellent way to drop weight fast
i think its the best
i dont believe in detox unless youre talking about autophagy
>>53567watch out for mercury
No.53764
>>53760just because its purple or what
(YOLO) No.53780
>>53764All the features match
-black ears
-emo
-purple pard
-blue countershading and eyes
No.53821
>>53783it wasn't, was it
Rated: 5/5 No.53956
I have attempted to poat the pard on e621 under the tags "unknown character" and "unknown artist" in hopes that some will recognize it and edit the tags.
We will solve this mystery.
No.53959
>>53956what if it was some rando 13 year old girl who made this character of her cat for myspace or whatever and isnt a furry at all
(YOLO) No.53963
>>53959Talking as someone in the know when it comes to art, this leopard is drawn in an art style that seems a bit too well composed for a 13 year old, I can't rule it out for sure, but it's dubious that a 13 year old could have drawn it.
No.54139
>>54135someone i know tried ordering from otonokopharma to finland and it got blocked twice by customs
also it was swedish too because i'm edgy. there aren't many french forms other than for some regions
No.54144
>>54139*me simping*
zOmg Swiss posted!
Fortune
Oh, give me a home,
Where the buffalo roam,
And I'll show you a house with a really messy kitchen.
No.54149
>>54135You are a fucking degenerate.
No.54195
>>54152I think this is a textbook case of freudian projection we are seeing here on display in this very post.
No.54238
>>54195cmon mongo we all remember
even if you're a sick cubfapper it's way better to just own it
No.54347
>>54238>>54238Covina loved cub
No.54351
>>54347yeah
i love my degenerate friends
miss him every day
No.54353
>>54351WOOF WOOF WOOF!!! RRRRR–RRRRRR-RRRRUFF!!! RRRUFF!!!! PUPPY WANT COCK-COCK SOOOOOOOO BAD!!!!!! AWOOOOOOOOOOOOOO *sissy howl of sissyness*
No.54364
>>54347i think this is a textbook case of whataboutism we are seeing here on display in this very post
No.54667
>>54653very good tho wage sounds too low. but u live a good lifestyle and can maybe save decently. ok probably u'll just start ordering more food etc delivered and other stupid shit from online and won't have much left
>>54655it's only for additional png and video files i think, if the first file is some other type. dunno exactly, didn't care to test it but honestly vichan seems to be a dumpster fire lol and i'm not sure why mint etc use it
No.54673
>>54667yeah the wage is low, but i have to take what i can get to get my feet wet in the industry
anything is better than stagnation, and stagnation is my only real worry with any job
i don't care about money very much, money isnt real
caring about money rots the soul
as long as i can pay rent, buy decent food and an occasional cool thing
No.54682
>>54653>>54653You do realize they get thousands of applicants, right?
YOU are ONE out of THOUSANDS competing for this position, and guess fucking what kid, only THE VERY BEST gets picked for the position, you are not good enough unless you are the number one winner, the one who has ruthlessly clawed his way to the top of the pile of mangled corpses left behind by those who used to be his rivals.
If you think securing ONE FUCKING INTERVIEW is good enough, you're not going to make it, I'm sorry.
No.54684
>>54682Bratty sub career advice :3
Rated: 0.5/5Fortune
If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save
you. If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not
bring forth will destroy you.
-- Jesus, "Gnostic Gospels" (Elaine Pagel)
No.54686
>>54682alright, im just gonna give you this heads up right now
i think continuing to respond to you is socially irresponsible
i'm not interested in doing this anymore
i was considering going over the top with this and making a spectacle out of it, but i'm honestly just done
i start to feel the way i did in middle school when i would bully people for no real reason other than the fun of it, expecting them to be in on it, or roll with it
but i think you're not playing a character
No.54689
You don't have the right mindset to make it in real life. You were born a second-rate human, you do not have an inherently strong work ethic like me. You belong behind the counter of your local mcdonalds.
work hours/return is non-linear, working an extra hour is exponentially more beneficial than the last. The Jeff Bezos-type people of the world basically grind 24/7, they wake up, grind, sleep for 4 hours, rinse, repeat, grind, all day every day until death, and you wanna know something? They fucking love it. This is the kind of grindset you need to make it. I don't give a fuck if you have a degree in lesbian web development or whatever the fuck, you need to work bitch.
You like to take time off to do frivolous shit, your motivation for even wanting a job is to make more money to spend on frivolous shit, you are naturally attuned to waste time, you are a natural slave race, in the ancient world, people like me used to keep you docile with cheap beer and use you for menial labor. You are a fucking beta male libtard.
I am naturally attuned to grind with a penchant for megalomania. I am a member of the natural master/ruler race. I am a sigma male gamer.
No.54699
>>54696Imagine the world as a raging, icy ocean.
most people have already failed, and have sunk into the abyss below, never to be seen again. others are struggling, thrashing, fighting just to keep themselves from drowning.
There are scraps of wood, trash, and other kinds of refuse floating around you, NOBODY gives a fuck about you and your problems, they're all too busy trying not to drown themselves, no help is coming. YOU are the only person you can count on, it's up to you to grab onto whatever you can get your hands on and build SOMETHING out of it, take it from others if you have to, hold their heads under the surface until they go limp. Only the strongest survive.
But you gotta hurry up, you can only swim so far before exhaustion takes you, and there are sharks lurking, ready to tear to shreds any who show signs of weakness.
The world is a cruel, angry place, it's every man on his own, will you survive, or will you join the other failures on the bottom?
No.54700
>>54699my hubby will see that i'm comfortable
also stop OBSESSING over calgary. it's bizarre
No.54702
No mercy.
No.54749
>>54745I'll be the judge of that. Post pics of your neck.
No.54753
>>54746eh i don't feel that strongly about it
and at least it's not diapers lol. tho i understand those a bit too because proper anti-androgens make ur bladders a bit harder to control
>>54749dude ur turn to post pics
and i can still meet u @ mcdonalds when i'm in oslo and u can bully lol
No.54754
>>54753back when i was mean, i would use the line "i win every time you look in a mirror" line on people
thank god i only ever did that anonymously :D
No.54755
>>54753What the fuck are you trying to pull? You think I'm fucking stupid? You wanna meet me, yet you won't even post a picture of yourself so I can tell who I'm fucking looking for when I come to find you? You're acting sus as fuck and I'm not falling for it.
No.54759
>>54754very bad :D
>>54755i've posted photos here and i'll post more in the future
u've posted: 0, other than ur sissy fox pin
but yeah 50kg me's plan was to kidnap you and send you in a container to alberta. but the plan got foiled. damn
No.54784
>>54759There's a ton of shit you could do to fuck with me, don't play dumb
>u've posted: 0, other than ur sissy fox pinAlright, here's one of my fit pics from a while back, rate
No.54786
>>54784lookin autistic ass hell sweaty
No.54789
>>54786that's good, autistic people aren't constrained by social norms
i wish everyone had the balls to dress how they wanted
life update
aggressive calling led me to the next stage of interviewing and information: 5 other candidates have made it to this part of the process
a roll of the dice
will i roll a 6
No.54792
>>54786Yeah, everything that isn't a tshirt and slacks is "autistic". Yet another amazingly bad take from you.
No.54795
>>54792it's the jacket
regardless of what you wear you are going to look autistic, though
because you are autistic
Rated: 0/5 No.54797
>>54795The jacket is a statement piece, of course it leaves a powerful impression (otherwise I wouldn't have felt the need to take a picture of it).
Clueless as always.
No.54799
>>54797>The jacket is a statement piece, of course it leaves a powerful impression (otherwise I wouldn't have felt the need to take a picture of it).you are literally only making it sound more autistic
Rated: 1/5 No.54810
>>54799You're gay, but you don't know jack shit about fashion, what an utter disgrace you are.
No.54814
>>54810def more than you, visibly autistic man
No.54817
>>54795its the pose
its everything
No.54818
>>54817Oh yes, only an extremely autistic retard would ever put his hand in his pocket!
Stop embarrassing yourself.
No.54819
>>54818what do u think of remi
No.54884
>>54820That's more Västra Frölunda's thing
>>54819Remy whom'st?